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Post by Alyssag381 on Oct 13, 2019 1:36:06 GMT
to anyone reading this please pray for me.
for the last nine months ive been trying to fix ky realtionship with god but failed horribly,nine months ago i gave my life to chridt or atlest tried to and i thought i was good with god until i got corrected and for a while i thought i was ok but i backslid back into sin came back then backslid again and its gotten to the point where i no longer feel conviction of sin because i struggled with sin so much and i tried to avoid it but failed horribly and now ifeel hopeless i no longer feel conviction of sins, im forgetting things from the bible and what god said and thing ive learned , i try to read the bible and i try to pray but its like my disire has left ...i can hear about sin and hell and how its bad and leads to death and i feel im beyond salvation..ive lost everything even though i repent but nothing works i pray and only get silence and being alive right now and walking around is misrable i feel nothing but emptyness and its like walking arohnd without no soul feeling worried and just upset... at this point ive even lost the will to live and want to die because this feeling is terrible...if you want to contact me email me at rippjg@gmail.com or alyssagwin381@yahoo.com..thx
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Post by zirui on Oct 13, 2019 2:34:46 GMT
Alyssa there was a time in my life when I was questioning whether I was saved. I thought I lost my salvation and wanted to die too. But thanks be God somebody shared a word of the Lord for me and calmed me down. I will share this word. The Lord says this, I will lift you up, come closer my child, seek me first, I love you so much and you are saved, no matter how you think or feel, let not your heart be troubled for I am there for you. I payed the penalty for all you sins and you are forgiven. Walk in peace and put me first in all situations. I will use you in many great ways, I will lead you gently, you are my child and I am your father
This word was greatly encouraging in my time of need.
I have backslid and fell many times but God has always been faithful to revive me and make me stronger and he will do the same thing with you!
No matter what happens never considered suicide. My mother commited suicide when I was fifteen. Me my grandmother grandfather were all completely devasted. It sabotaged my walk with God for a period of time. My grandmother cried so much everyday that the docter had to tell her to stop crying so that her eyes would be damaged. Every time I look at somebody else who's with their mother I would think of her.
Suicide will damage the souls of your neighbors' friends and family. It might cause them to turn against God. Please don't do what my mother did. Trust God he will take you back. In Jesus name Amen my email is ziruideng1@gmail.com.
If you struggle reading the bible read Christian books with scripture in it and grow from there. If you cant pray then just sing. Sing your heart to God. Kind david sang. start with what you can.
God loves you as much as he loves me and Doug and everyone else.
you are loved, healthy,happy, and wonderful.
I will pray for you
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Post by James Brady on Oct 15, 2019 3:44:20 GMT
Hi, Alyssa. I'm only mentioning who I am, so that you might understand when I say I've been where you are, that I can sympathize and understand. I'm James from the channel. I've made some videos. At one point the Lord had me fasting 40 days without food or water. After that, He began testing me related to long-suffering and steadfastness to resist temptation. I've only just very recently come out of this dreadfully hard season, where I felt hard-hearted, little to no conviction for sin, less resistance to temptation than ever, and constant demonic attack, with sexual temptations and all kinds of things. There were times I was so discouraged, I just wanted to die. Years ago, back when I lived in Indianapolis and before I moved to FOTM, I was even worse. I was adamantly convinced I had blasphemed the Holy Spirit. Demons would scream (loudly, so I couldn't help but hear them) in my head all day, horrible things about God. I didn't even realize at first that the thoughts weren't mine. It's written "Their soul abhorred all manner of food, And they drew near to the gates of death." (psalm 107:18) God saved me then. And God saved me now. God personally spoke to me, and gave me a direct promise about this upcoming season in my life. He said He's going to be with me and not leave me, and gave me the Morning Star, He promised to the overcomers. Then He (Jesus) spoke a parable to them, that men always ought to pray and not lose heart, 2saying: “There was in a certain city a judge who did not fear God nor regard man. 3Now there was a widow in that city; and she came to him, saying, ‘Get justice for me from my adversary.’ 4And he would not for a while; but afterward he said within himself, ‘Though I do not fear God nor regard man, 5yet because this widow troubles me I will [c]avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.’ ”
6Then the Lord said, “Hear what the unjust judge said. 7And shall God not avenge His own elect who cry out day and night to Him, though He bears long with them? 8I tell you that He will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will He really find faith on the earth? |
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