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moni
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Fall Sept 24, 2018 19:47:16 GMT

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Post by moni on Sept 24, 2018 19:47:16 GMT

Guys. Sins from two years back which i thought are gone forever and behind the red line returned to me i let them in. I feel like im gone. I have absolutely zero integrity. I feel like i dont want to do this anymore. I dont want to live my life. I feel only staying home and praying is safe. I cant believe what happened. I feel like temptation wasnt even that big i feel like i just crossed the line and took advantage of God mercy.
I feel like Judas

Larry Marquez
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Fall Sept 25, 2018 0:42:23 GMT via mobile

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Post by Larry Marquez on Sept 25, 2018 0:42:23 GMT

Sept 24, 2018 19:47:16 GMT moni said:

Guys. Sins from two years back which i thought are gone forever and behind the red line returned to me i let them in. I feel like im gone. I have absolutely zero integrity. I feel like i dont want to do this anymore. I dont want to live my life. I feel only staying home and praying is safe. I cant believe what happened. I feel like temptation wasnt even that big i feel like i just crossed the line and took advantage of God mercy.
I feel like Judas

Watch this, it's encouraging. Can apply to diffeent sin.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=wm1LbIlmtfg&t=236s

Hebrews 9:14 has blown my faith in Jesus Christ to a new perspective.

People say "Jesus loves you, but no one ever says Jesus loves your dog or mom more than you do." Jesus's love for us is more than we're capable of towards others & ourselves.

" If I had the gift of prophecy, and if I understood all of God’s secret plans and possessed all knowledge, and if I had such faith that I could move mountains, but didn’t love others, I would be nothing. " 1 Corinthians 13:2

demetri User Posts: 352	Fall Sept 25, 2018 2:26:06 GMT via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by demetri on Sept 25, 2018 2:26:06 GMT Hold on a little longer. Once you’ve done all you can do to stand, stand therefore sister. Jesus will help you get back up. Be persuaded, timid soul, He has loved too much to cease loving you -Fenelon

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Fall Sept 25, 2018 11:12:32 GMT via mobile

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Post by waris on Sept 25, 2018 11:12:32 GMT

There is always forgiveness. Bible says a righteous man falls seven times a day and gets back up. No condemnation in Christ, which is probably what Judas was feeling. We’re not perfect and God understands our battles. He says without Him we can do nothing good. Pray, forgive yourself and try to work on not doing it again. It may take time it’s not always a one time thing.

Matthew User Posts: 199	Fall Sept 26, 2018 19:46:55 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Matthew on Sept 26, 2018 19:46:55 GMT Praying for you Moni. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9)
	Jesus is the way and the truth and the life.

moni User Posts: 301	Fall Sept 28, 2018 17:11:26 GMT via mobile Matthew likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by moni on Sept 28, 2018 17:11:26 GMT Thank you. I cant believe how clearly God spoke to me after this...

moni User Posts: 301	Fall Oct 7, 2018 20:03:09 GMT via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by moni on Oct 7, 2018 20:03:09 GMT Please pray for me im having suicidal feelings I feel I cant do this anymore

Matthew User Posts: 199	Fall Oct 8, 2018 1:07:41 GMT via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Matthew on Oct 8, 2018 1:07:41 GMT Rebuke those thoughts in the name of Jesus. We’re praying for you Moni. Jesus is there for you.
	Jesus is the way and the truth and the life.

demetri User Posts: 352	Fall Oct 9, 2018 4:56:00 GMT via mobile Matthew likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by demetri on Oct 9, 2018 4:56:00 GMT Hold on Moni. We’re praying along with you. Those are not your thoughts, reject them. He holds your future

moni User Posts: 301	Fall Oct 9, 2018 22:05:13 GMT via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by moni on Oct 9, 2018 22:05:13 GMT Thank you

Deleted Deleted Member Posts: 0	Fall Oct 29, 2018 0:08:25 GMT Larry Marquez likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Deleted on Oct 29, 2018 0:08:25 GMT As long as you have breath I believe you have a chance to return to HIM. However, never ever wait for we don't know when our last breath will be.