Post by Child of Light on May 24, 2020 4:05:18 GMT
I've always believed in God and had a close relationship since I can remember. First memory at age 3 was of several laughing baby Cherub Angels taking me in the air of my bedroom. I was punching them but they did not budge or break laughter. They only departed when someone came into the room from my crying. Naturally that sounds insane so who could believe it? Since then I was hooked and very curious of Heaven and where God came from. Anything I asked God for I was given, often immediately but I would not ask for much. I grew up a military brat moving through out the world Turkey, England, Germany, Spain, Japan, and the U.S. Family was somewhat religious and we loosely attended the typical Baptist church settings of the U.S. Growing up I was usually more mature, devious and manipulative than most my age. People would often mistake my mother as my girlfriend/wife at age 12+. Quiet kid (watch out for the quiet ones is true) who preferred being alone but could fit in, become popular and control a room. People assumed I was good and call me out as such.
Got riddled with sin through lying, sex/porn, and violence. Overall a sexual deviant con-man. At age 17 I lost a very close cousin to gun violence, my protege. I was worried about his soul and cried nonstop for weeks until I was given a Bible. I began reading it and was taken to an all white space with my cousin. He was dressed in an all white suit and looked serious. He told me he was OK twice, we hugged and then he said he had to go. I became enamored again but this time with all religions at that point to seek God. I was forced to join the military shortly after at age 18 but wanted nothing to do with it. In the military I was the ultimate slacker and had it very easy due to my family's history. This gave me access to places, information, and positions I should not have had. Most my friends and coworkers were respected Mason's who were good people. Being a master manipulator and liar they all assumed I was one myself, so I played the role. My passion for learning the mysteries of religion peeked.
Still relentlessly scouring the world and web for knowledge I ran into a person named Donald Marshall. His story of cloning and the evil that runs this world were quite outrageous. I already knew of some of what he was revealing through my experiences. He also warned most of the people he talks with about this get spiritually attacked. Within hours I was getting attacked. Attempts to pull my soul out of my body, shadow people, attempts to pull me into the astral plane, dream interrogations, almost invisible (vapor) entity's floating above me my wife saw, waking up to loud bangs, random spaced out visitors around 3am, my son waking up acting abnormal right before they arrived, electric shocks, feelings of a hot iron directly on my brain until I submitted, sleep paralysis, floating covers as if strong winds came from under them, ringing in ears, being able to see 360 panoramic but with light emitting as sight like a flashlight, waking up to a child on my chest, being told to take all my clothes off from a raspy voiced old woman, drained of all energy upon wake, limbs and joints feeling loose barely able to walk or lift, raped, wet dreams, covers forming nooses strangling me, waking up to air raid sirens and a military sounding man saying Warning! Warning!, military sounding agents walking throughout my home while in sleep paralysis laughing, being killed/stabbed in dreams and feeling it all, shadowy wet blobs in the form of spiders zipping extremely fast across the ceiling when I noticed them and then pouncing on my face knocking me out when I finally got them center vision and more I can't totally recall at the moment. All this within a 3 month period. When this occurred due to my nature I fought back challenging what I knew were demons. When I called them out they said I would never win talking in some weird language then eventually English. It did not take long for me to find out many had similar experiences. I read and heard thousands of similar testimony's. Many claiming to be targeted individuals, prior military or associated. Visited many people, websites and forums that discussed how to "properly" navigate the astral and deal with bad entities. Mostly via chakras, positive thinking, and spirit guides.
Filled with so much head knowledge of the world and religions I eventually learned of spirit guides and the astral plane. In those circles Jesus is often demoted to a spirit guide or deemed false. I believed in Jesus but began to have major doubts. Luckily out of maybe 100 comments there was always someone considered closed minded calling it out for what it was. Unfortunately I decided to try the spirit guide route first. I prayed to have a spirit guide contact me for help and sure enough it showed up. It was in the shape of a regular human about 5'10 light build maybe 150, had no face but glowing eyes that I could barely see, covered completely behind dark purple glowing smoke. It was at my bedside and jumped up and down enthusiastically practically doing jumping jacks to get my attention. I froze in complete horror and refused to talk or move. It eventually took on a sad posture and faded behind a black and purple curtain of smoke that seemed virtual. After that I would feel something very dark/evil in the room with me, the torture and odd experiences increased. During a session I recalled the occasional Christian mentioning to say Jesus to see how they react. I screamed out Jesus during intense torture and I heard what sounded like a fireball explosion with crackling flames and demons squealing like pigs on fire. Then complete silence and no longer paralyzed. I saw none of this with my eyes just a knowing like a hearing a movie play out. After that I was full steam ahead learning about Jesus. I foolishly still had doubts about him and living in sin. Adultery, lying, stealing, porn, abusive, manipulative, unforgiving and sins I had no ideal were actually sins. The attackers smartened up and would let me cuss and say anything except Jesus. They were able to hear my thoughts right before I would attempt and lock my mouth and tongue, only could move my eyes. Started reading the Bible again seeking Jesus more. Got involved with the Catholic church to seek exorcism/deliverance. Only made it far enough to get a sprinkle baptism. I would contact random priest and tell them of the attacks but few had anything to offer. Eventually learned none of that was necessary just repentance, prayer and fasting. Many claim it as being the fiery trial. I was warned of likely losing everything and everyone during the process. The torture continued but far less for 2 years total and I did lose everything and I had everything. The American dream. Rightfully so since the sin I was in and me giving access were major openings in my defense. Good things did occur during this trial though. I would wake up to sounds of a large choir singing to me, head massages that I loved, soft warm welcoming bright light would fill my vision through my eyelids giving me comfort and previous sins and desires falling off overnight. I also could spot my attackers in disguise and when I called them out they would burn away as if lighting a thin piece of paper on fire. I eventually learned knowing God and wanting heaven is not enough. I had to come through Jesus.
After much struggle I finally gave in and completely gave my life to Jesus. Spent hours praying each day telling Jesus I loved him. One time a deep soft voice said "I love you too". I believe it was Jesus. Then next time after losing everything I believe Jesus scolded me for my continued sin. Perhaps too embarrassed to recall it all but it was stern. That was the last I heard from him about 3 years ago and I did not request to audibly hear from him when it happened. As with many new born again Christians I was over zealous and judgmental trying to save everyone I knew. People whom if I requested would enter a burning building or kill for me but would not follow Jesus. I was warned of this as well but to see people who loved me in my sin now turn against me was a shock regardless. I am very well now, each year things improve and sins and obstacles I thought I could never overcome have fallen away. I am very close with Jesus now and would not change anything. I spend my free time exposing satan's kingdom and finding others who've been through the same or are in despair. Also discerning who has died and went to heaven and came back is a hobby of mine. Many are legit and some are false. Still get bothered but not attacked especially when other peoples familiar spirits see they start to believe this. Considering I don't do the fighting but pray in Jesus name for angels to protect me and others. Living a righteous life is far more important than fighting evil. God has command over satan and his kingdom and can allow this to correct his children else they perish. There is so much more I could/will share but this should be sufficient for now. God Bless!
Got riddled with sin through lying, sex/porn, and violence. Overall a sexual deviant con-man. At age 17 I lost a very close cousin to gun violence, my protege. I was worried about his soul and cried nonstop for weeks until I was given a Bible. I began reading it and was taken to an all white space with my cousin. He was dressed in an all white suit and looked serious. He told me he was OK twice, we hugged and then he said he had to go. I became enamored again but this time with all religions at that point to seek God. I was forced to join the military shortly after at age 18 but wanted nothing to do with it. In the military I was the ultimate slacker and had it very easy due to my family's history. This gave me access to places, information, and positions I should not have had. Most my friends and coworkers were respected Mason's who were good people. Being a master manipulator and liar they all assumed I was one myself, so I played the role. My passion for learning the mysteries of religion peeked.
Still relentlessly scouring the world and web for knowledge I ran into a person named Donald Marshall. His story of cloning and the evil that runs this world were quite outrageous. I already knew of some of what he was revealing through my experiences. He also warned most of the people he talks with about this get spiritually attacked. Within hours I was getting attacked. Attempts to pull my soul out of my body, shadow people, attempts to pull me into the astral plane, dream interrogations, almost invisible (vapor) entity's floating above me my wife saw, waking up to loud bangs, random spaced out visitors around 3am, my son waking up acting abnormal right before they arrived, electric shocks, feelings of a hot iron directly on my brain until I submitted, sleep paralysis, floating covers as if strong winds came from under them, ringing in ears, being able to see 360 panoramic but with light emitting as sight like a flashlight, waking up to a child on my chest, being told to take all my clothes off from a raspy voiced old woman, drained of all energy upon wake, limbs and joints feeling loose barely able to walk or lift, raped, wet dreams, covers forming nooses strangling me, waking up to air raid sirens and a military sounding man saying Warning! Warning!, military sounding agents walking throughout my home while in sleep paralysis laughing, being killed/stabbed in dreams and feeling it all, shadowy wet blobs in the form of spiders zipping extremely fast across the ceiling when I noticed them and then pouncing on my face knocking me out when I finally got them center vision and more I can't totally recall at the moment. All this within a 3 month period. When this occurred due to my nature I fought back challenging what I knew were demons. When I called them out they said I would never win talking in some weird language then eventually English. It did not take long for me to find out many had similar experiences. I read and heard thousands of similar testimony's. Many claiming to be targeted individuals, prior military or associated. Visited many people, websites and forums that discussed how to "properly" navigate the astral and deal with bad entities. Mostly via chakras, positive thinking, and spirit guides.
Filled with so much head knowledge of the world and religions I eventually learned of spirit guides and the astral plane. In those circles Jesus is often demoted to a spirit guide or deemed false. I believed in Jesus but began to have major doubts. Luckily out of maybe 100 comments there was always someone considered closed minded calling it out for what it was. Unfortunately I decided to try the spirit guide route first. I prayed to have a spirit guide contact me for help and sure enough it showed up. It was in the shape of a regular human about 5'10 light build maybe 150, had no face but glowing eyes that I could barely see, covered completely behind dark purple glowing smoke. It was at my bedside and jumped up and down enthusiastically practically doing jumping jacks to get my attention. I froze in complete horror and refused to talk or move. It eventually took on a sad posture and faded behind a black and purple curtain of smoke that seemed virtual. After that I would feel something very dark/evil in the room with me, the torture and odd experiences increased. During a session I recalled the occasional Christian mentioning to say Jesus to see how they react. I screamed out Jesus during intense torture and I heard what sounded like a fireball explosion with crackling flames and demons squealing like pigs on fire. Then complete silence and no longer paralyzed. I saw none of this with my eyes just a knowing like a hearing a movie play out. After that I was full steam ahead learning about Jesus. I foolishly still had doubts about him and living in sin. Adultery, lying, stealing, porn, abusive, manipulative, unforgiving and sins I had no ideal were actually sins. The attackers smartened up and would let me cuss and say anything except Jesus. They were able to hear my thoughts right before I would attempt and lock my mouth and tongue, only could move my eyes. Started reading the Bible again seeking Jesus more. Got involved with the Catholic church to seek exorcism/deliverance. Only made it far enough to get a sprinkle baptism. I would contact random priest and tell them of the attacks but few had anything to offer. Eventually learned none of that was necessary just repentance, prayer and fasting. Many claim it as being the fiery trial. I was warned of likely losing everything and everyone during the process. The torture continued but far less for 2 years total and I did lose everything and I had everything. The American dream. Rightfully so since the sin I was in and me giving access were major openings in my defense. Good things did occur during this trial though. I would wake up to sounds of a large choir singing to me, head massages that I loved, soft warm welcoming bright light would fill my vision through my eyelids giving me comfort and previous sins and desires falling off overnight. I also could spot my attackers in disguise and when I called them out they would burn away as if lighting a thin piece of paper on fire. I eventually learned knowing God and wanting heaven is not enough. I had to come through Jesus.
After much struggle I finally gave in and completely gave my life to Jesus. Spent hours praying each day telling Jesus I loved him. One time a deep soft voice said "I love you too". I believe it was Jesus. Then next time after losing everything I believe Jesus scolded me for my continued sin. Perhaps too embarrassed to recall it all but it was stern. That was the last I heard from him about 3 years ago and I did not request to audibly hear from him when it happened. As with many new born again Christians I was over zealous and judgmental trying to save everyone I knew. People whom if I requested would enter a burning building or kill for me but would not follow Jesus. I was warned of this as well but to see people who loved me in my sin now turn against me was a shock regardless. I am very well now, each year things improve and sins and obstacles I thought I could never overcome have fallen away. I am very close with Jesus now and would not change anything. I spend my free time exposing satan's kingdom and finding others who've been through the same or are in despair. Also discerning who has died and went to heaven and came back is a hobby of mine. Many are legit and some are false. Still get bothered but not attacked especially when other peoples familiar spirits see they start to believe this. Considering I don't do the fighting but pray in Jesus name for angels to protect me and others. Living a righteous life is far more important than fighting evil. God has command over satan and his kingdom and can allow this to correct his children else they perish. There is so much more I could/will share but this should be sufficient for now. God Bless!