Post by zirui on Jul 27, 2017 7:12:35 GMT
My testimony of the mercy of God.
Around 8 months to a year after I was saved. I was about 14 to 15 2013
I was suffering from extreme fear, panic, fast heartbeat, and wanting to die. I was suffering from these conditions because I thought I lost my salvation or I was not save and God will not forgive me because I backslide too much based on the book of Hebrews things. I also thought I lost my salvation because of pasting a verse but one part of it was from one bible version and the other one from another and posting it on Facebook. The revelations says don't add or remove. So, during that time I was suffering from extreme anxiety I was scared of going to hell but I was tormented so badly by the fear and stress that I wanted to die. I suffered like this for I think at least a couple months I can't remember the exact time frame. My day of deliverance finally came after I got rebuked by a pastor on the phone God bless him. Which caused me to weep in front of God. Then the Holy spirit reveled to me that the reason I was suffering like this.
Before this time frame I was at an event and a person was mocking God. I tried to tempt him to commit the unpardonable sin. The Good thing was He got distracted and didn’t commit the sin. I don’t know why I did this was it demonic influence on me or religious hatred I don’t know. I have no personal grudge against this person I don’t even know this guy. When I realized what a horrible sin I committed I repented and God forgave. This sin made me realize that I’m not just a sinner I’m evil no doubt about it. The scripture that said that there is no good thing in me is true. I tried to destroy someone eternally. This is definitely the worst sin I ever committed. But God still forgave me and allowed me to repent. IF he can forgive someone like me he can forgive your sin. MY sin was far worse because it impacted someone eternal life whatever sin you may have committed or whatever you think you have done in the past it’s probably not as bad as the sin I just described above. IF God Forgive me. He can forgive you. The Mercy of God is beyond our understanding it is far deeper and far more compassionate than we can imagine. If you sinned repent he will forgive you like he forgave me if you hold a grudge forgive do not be bitter. The mercy of God is powerful and his wrath is equally as powerful so please even if you think he won’t forgive you ask him if he will and repent. He will forgive you and cleanse. I saw the evil inside of me I know I deserve hell but God showed his mercy on me and forgave me. So I just want to tell you no what horrendous things you might have done in your life. God can forgive you if you repent. He is merciful and loving and just. He is true a faithful and righteous judge as well as a loving father. Please go to him don’t feel like he won’t forgive you if you sincerely repent he will forgive you. Please don’t delay cause once a person dies judgment is set.
May the Lord Jesus Christ use this testimony to reach whoever needs to see it.