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Post by marktrusty on Aug 7, 2017 1:20:14 GMT
Yeah i was talking to Him just last night before i fell alseep. Then i woke up and nothing. I'm not sure if i sinned, but before i got up i remember a dream that was very lust driven, but not much else. I asked for forgiveness and still nothing. It scares me to think that i may have sinned and not realized it. He went quiet before. Although it was when i left a place that i was suppose to be at. This experience is something i dread because of that one time. It was a year or so without hearing or having His protection and i was left to sin by lust. I really don't know what i can tell you to help you. If this is a test i really don't know is going on. The last thing i heard that might help is that (He?) Was going to have me two things today one was when i was going to get into His word and the other was left out for me to find out today. Maybe because i doubted that it was Him speaking? After all i thought at times i was speaking to Him, but it was a deception at least some things were. I may have failed at something or even worse. Now its like a piece of me is missing. I'm scared if this means something far worse because i have messed up so much and didn't really change when i should have. I don't want to end my walk with God. All i wanted was to be and do His will, but i didn't take it all to the Lord. Did i really quench the Holy Spirit? Or did i do the unpardonable sin? Things like this scare me and Hell is no place to be forever.......
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Post by Larry Marquez on Aug 7, 2017 4:17:30 GMT
Yeah i was talking to Him just last night before i fell alseep. Then i woke up and nothing. I'm not sure if i sinned, but before i got up i remember a dream that was very lust driven, but not much else. I asked for forgiveness and still nothing. It scares me to think that i may have sinned and not realized it. He went quiet before. Although it was when i left a place that i was suppose to be at. This experience is something i dread because of that one time. It was a year or so without hearing or having His protection and i was left to sin by lust. I really don't know what i can tell you to help you. If this is a test i really don't know is going on. The last thing i heard that might help is that (He?) Was going to have me two things today one was when i was going to get into His word and the other was left out for me to find out today. Maybe because i doubted that it was Him speaking? After all i thought at times i was speaking to Him, but it was a deception at least some things were. I may have failed at something or even worse. Now its like a piece of me is missing. I'm scared if this means something far worse because i have messed up so much and didn't really change when i should have. I don't want to end my walk with God. All i wanted was to be and do His will, but i didn't take it all to the Lord. Did i really quench the Holy Spirit? Or did i do the unpardonable sin? Things like this scare me and Hell is no place to be forever....... Have you seen Doug's video on Hebrews 6? I think that will help you. |
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Post by marktrusty on Aug 7, 2017 5:47:11 GMT
Ok so it has been cleared up and i have a few questions. Do you have to ask out loud "Do you acknowledge that Jesus Christ came in the flesh?" How to study the bible vs reading the bible? Aside from memorizing scripture is there any tips that can be given? Oh and thanks for that video tip really helped out!
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Post by marktrusty on Aug 7, 2017 15:38:27 GMT
Yeah thanks i learned that it was the enemy since i hadn't learned about Hebrews 6. It has happened again though. I am confident that He has not left me, but i have no clue to the test is about. After it was cleared up last night. This time no worries i just have no idea what to do. For any dream i have or i should say remember i never control my actions it just happens. Its like movie i just watch it happen. I have always heard the Lord after a certain event happened and one time after hearing He stopped talking, but after it had pasted i have heard Him ever since. Except for those times i have always heard Him thats why this is new to me. We talked so often to a point He would no longer talk about certain things any more because i knew enough.
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Post by marktrusty on Aug 7, 2017 17:44:36 GMT
Please disregard my last post. What i truly need for prayer is to be desiring God more to be changed wholly and completely in all my being. To seek after Gods face, His kingdom first. To let the Holy Spirit lead me to be obedient in all my ways acknowledge Him. To be bold and courageous so that the Light of Christ is in all of me. To be broken and humbled. I truly do want more of God, but because of "me" time i have not seeked out His flock nor have i given all to Him either. Please Lord help me become as you desire as you will for your kingdom and your plans.
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