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Post by moni on Jun 3, 2018 19:40:22 GMT
About month ago I fasted for 2,5 days to pray for her. 2 first days were ok the third I couldn't go on.
I keep praying since the begining of the diagnosis on and off but now because its so bad im like in panic
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Post by moni on Jun 7, 2018 21:41:53 GMT
So its done now.
Does the effectiveness of the prayer depend on emotion? Sometimes I prayed and really REALLY didnt feel like it. I really feel hindering spirits or something.
I really hope it was enough
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Post by waris on Jun 8, 2018 0:04:42 GMT
Well i feel sometimes it may have to do with emotion. I think it has more to do with how much you mean it and how sincere it is from your heart. But I'm sure God can work with prayers when its not as sincere for example like just asking to bless the meal before you eat.
As to how effective the prayer is depends on His will and your relationship with Him. Also what your cup looks like i think factors in. He hears every prayer and answers those according to His will or in His grace and mercy and love because we asked. I personally don't know God's method of choosing which prayers to answer and not answer, but again i think it's according to His will. Also a parable about the lady and the judge and how the judge granted her request because she kept bothering him a lot even though he wasn't going to give her what she asked.
I think it was enough in my opinion.
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Post by moni on Jun 8, 2018 0:17:51 GMT
I see.
Only God knows. I dont know why but I feel like looking for answer everywhere knowing that probably it wont be given till I die.
But when I learned about the death I was so crushed and still am only because I fear I didnt do the job like I was supposed to.
I feel it weighing on me, really heavy that it prevents me from worship. I almost feel disconected
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Post by waris on Jun 8, 2018 0:32:52 GMT
Well if you are feeling condemnation (i don't know if you are) that is from the enemy and scripture says there is no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus. I don't know if you feel grief (which is deep sorrow usually over losing someone) or if the heavy feeling is from sadness. But if it's guilt or just a sense of beating yourself up, then don't buy into that. However don't feel bad because you feel you didn't do your job, only prayer would have helped the situation which is what you did and we all here lifted up some prayers for you and your grandma as well. Whether she was saved or unsaved only God knows and only God knows that for everyone on earth as well. Don't know what you feel disconnected from since you didn't explicitly say, but don't feel disconnected from the Lord because He never leaves us nor forsakes us. Maybe the song "i can only imagine" by mercyme will help you, it's a christian song. www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_lrrq_opngSorry for your loss, we are all here if you want to talk more about it. I pray the Lord's will be done. |
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Post by zirui on Jun 8, 2018 2:22:09 GMT
I see. Only God knows. I dont know why but I feel like looking for answer everywhere knowing that probably it wont be given till I die. But when I learned about the death I was so crushed and still am only because I fear I didnt do the job like I was supposed to. I feel it weighing on me, really heavy that it prevents me from worship. I almost feel disconected . Moni a woman of God who help me get the baptisim of the Holy Spirit prayed for your grandmother in agreement with me. This is what she said in respons to your grand mother’s passing. (We had prayed that she would not fly away until she knew the Lord. We believe God answered our cry. Be at peace and be comforted by precious Holy Spirit who is the God of all Comfort and Jesus who is an ever-present help in time of trouble. He will hold her and walk her through her great loss. Blessings and love) her name is Anna Haylor this is her and her husband on Sid Roth m.youtube.com/watch?v=O-19Fq3_TO0. She also got the baptism of fire but not through Doug ministry. |
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Post by moni on Jun 8, 2018 8:29:32 GMT
Thank you guys this is really comforting
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Post by demetri on Jun 9, 2018 6:03:52 GMT
I’m real sorry about your grandma monii.
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Post by moni on Jun 11, 2018 13:35:02 GMT
Your prayers mean a lot thank you
God is good I know that
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